Mm. More or less. That's why they say idols have a shelf life, you know? Once people forget you're around then you might as well have not even existed in the first place.
[ That only works for transient things like fairy tales and girls in pretty dresses on stage, of course. If wishing something away was as easy as forgetting it, Ai would already be an expert at that. But it matches the flow for her to say something pretty and agreeable like that, so she lets it come out of her mouth.
She stays smiling like that even as her room fills with the chirp and skitter of insects, not letting on for a moment that her skin is absolutely crawling. She remembers a scene, suddenly, from a drama she'd been cast in – a flashback where the male lead had stood up to a bully. He'd kept his face passive and pleasant while the kid had given him a snake bite and his supposed toughness in the face of provocation had earned the bully's respect.
Ai wonders which one of them she is right now. ]
But... if this isn't really a dream and you really are here, then... how? What exactly is all this?
[ pretty. agreeable. it'd be the simple truth if it weren't a lie-
a very special lie, at that. not one to hide her feelings. not one to get what she wants. she just is an existence based on lies, a being of fiction and artifice. a perfect idol that could only exist as a story. and so she lies without an ounce of truth behind the words, because every word from her lips is as worthless as his.
butterfly wings flutter. ]
Hmm... Let's answer things one at a time. As for what this is... [ caterpillars clean, and termites fix the wood, and a particularly large ladybug loads rubble onto its back and moves it to the trash. ] Well, you already know, don't you? When you summoned me your heart sang out loud and clear.
[ he squeezes her hand once - a reassurance for her sake. a reassurance for him. and he lets go, almost reluctantly.. ]
For what I am? I'm a servant, born from humanity's wishes to help you grant yours. My True Name is Oberon, King of the Faeries.
[ he grabs his cloak and bows for her. a few of the caterpillars make little cheers and hop for him. ]
And so now you know the truth: that all of this is just another midsummer night's dream. But that doesn't make what you dream of any less real, does it?
[ She does know. For all the put-on cynicism and self-defeating dismissals she'd been performing the whole time she'd been setting it up, there had been a tiny seed of hope half-smothered at the bottom of her heart. She hadn't even allowed it to take root for fear of disappointment but even though she'd played her scepticism so perfectly that she'd half-convinced herself of it the truth was that she had seen the promise of a wish to be granted and let herself think wouldn't that be nice?
Her wish is the sort of thing it would take a miracle to grant, after all. If she'd truly been as dismissive of the whole thing as she'd told herself she was, she wouldn't have slogged through the instructions and put this much effort into it. Again, the thought occurs to her; you have to believe in a lie at least a little bit to tell it to someone else.
Her knees go a little watery and weak. She lets herself sit down heavily onto her bed – a few bugs politely chirp and skitter out of the way to make room for her – and take in a breath. Shakier than she wants it to be, but who wouldn't be shaking and disbelieving in a situation like this? ]
... So, I did this. I brought you here... because I wished for something badly enough to make it happen. [ She has to say it out loud, hear it in her own voice, to start believing it's going on. It's a dream that just happens to be real – she can understand that better than most. That's all an idol is, at the end of the day. ] And that makes me your... what was it you said? Master?
[ she sits - collapses, really, on the bed before him. he doesn't follow suit. it wouldn't be right to share a bed with such a kind young woman, right?
unless- ]
That's right. You are my Master, and I am your Servant. [ a beat. ] Ah, to be clear, I'm only here to do what I can for your wish. I'm essentially useless as a bodyguard, when it comes down to it, and it's not like I have any particularly strong magecraft at my disposal. The only powers I've been given are what I need to make your wish come true. Still, you can order me to do whatever you'd like... if you don't mind me being no good at it.
[ He'd said as much before but having it put in front of her again so plainly makes her stomach curdle a little bit. Master and Servant speak of a level of control that leaves her feeling strangely uneasy. Strawberry Productions aren't quite so strict with her but every idol knows that the tighter an agency grips onto their talents, the harder they struggle to get free and the consequences are always dire.
She gives him a troubled little smile, picture perfect uncertainty and concern. For him and not herself, of course. ]
I don't know if I love the idea of giving you orders - or getting called Master. If you're here to help me, wouldn't it be much better to have you as a friend?
[ It's an almost painfully innocent and naive thing to say - the sort of kindness only a silly, harmless, sheltered girl could offer at a time like this.
But that's how things go, isn't it? In fairy tales, it's always the girl who treats the beast kindly and tenderly that makes it out of the other end without incurring its wrath. ]
[ Ai doesn't turn to look at him, though that would be the natural thing to do - instead, her gaze drifts away and across the floor where the neatly tidied remains of the spell are sitting, innocently inert as if nothing had happened - there was no saving that champagne though. Seriously, Prez, she's sorry.
Her room feels strange and unfamiliar, all of a sudden. Something happened here that shouldn't have happened and there's no way things could go back to normal after that.
At last, Ai turns back to him. She's still smiling - in fact, she hasn't stopped once. ]
My name should be fine, shouldn't it? Ah, but... now I'm saying that, I never introduced myself, huh? [ A nervous, apologetic smile. ] I'm Hoshino Ai. Oh, but my surname isn't public yet so just calling me Ai should be fine.
Ai... [ love. isn't it funny? isn't it a silly little coincidence? ] Ah, that's right. The life of an idol is a complicated one, isn't it? Don't worry. As much as I'd like to speak to the humans of this world, I wouldn't do anything that would jeopardize your future... or your wish.
[ lies stack upon lies, until negations become affirmations and tautologies become twisted. ]
[ Complicated. That's one word for it. She gets the feeling that it's probably about to get a whole lot more complicated, too. She's a good enough liar that she knows she can get away with this - not that anyone would believe any of it, even if she told them - but how long that will actually last is another question altogether.
Aah. She's really gotten herself into trouble, hasn't she? ]
Would that really be alright? [ She sounds uncertain. Or maybe relieved. Somehow, it's hard to tell. ] If I'm the only one you can talk to, wouldn't that be lonely?
Haha. Don't worry about me for a moment, Ai. After all, as long as humanity has dreams... As long as you tell stories... I'll never be truly alone.
[ the last bits of trash get deposited into the bin; the termites finish their work and reconstruction. and just like that, the room is left mostly normal once more.
and oberon fades away in a sparkle of golden dust. ]
So just keep hoping for your wish. Okay, Ai? And I'll do my best to grant it for you.
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[ That only works for transient things like fairy tales and girls in pretty dresses on stage, of course. If wishing something away was as easy as forgetting it, Ai would already be an expert at that. But it matches the flow for her to say something pretty and agreeable like that, so she lets it come out of her mouth.
She stays smiling like that even as her room fills with the chirp and skitter of insects, not letting on for a moment that her skin is absolutely crawling. She remembers a scene, suddenly, from a drama she'd been cast in – a flashback where the male lead had stood up to a bully. He'd kept his face passive and pleasant while the kid had given him a snake bite and his supposed toughness in the face of provocation had earned the bully's respect.
Ai wonders which one of them she is right now. ]
But... if this isn't really a dream and you really are here, then... how? What exactly is all this?
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a very special lie, at that. not one to hide her feelings. not one to get what she wants. she just is an existence based on lies, a being of fiction and artifice. a perfect idol that could only exist as a story. and so she lies without an ounce of truth behind the words, because every word from her lips is as worthless as his.
butterfly wings flutter. ]
Hmm... Let's answer things one at a time. As for what this is... [ caterpillars clean, and termites fix the wood, and a particularly large ladybug loads rubble onto its back and moves it to the trash. ] Well, you already know, don't you? When you summoned me your heart sang out loud and clear.
[ he squeezes her hand once - a reassurance for her sake.
a reassurance for him.and he lets go, almost reluctantly.. ]For what I am? I'm a servant, born from humanity's wishes to help you grant yours. My True Name is Oberon, King of the Faeries.
[ he grabs his cloak and bows for her. a few of the caterpillars make little cheers and hop for him. ]
And so now you know the truth: that all of this is just another midsummer night's dream. But that doesn't make what you dream of any less real, does it?
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Her wish is the sort of thing it would take a miracle to grant, after all. If she'd truly been as dismissive of the whole thing as she'd told herself she was, she wouldn't have slogged through the instructions and put this much effort into it. Again, the thought occurs to her; you have to believe in a lie at least a little bit to tell it to someone else.
Her knees go a little watery and weak. She lets herself sit down heavily onto her bed – a few bugs politely chirp and skitter out of the way to make room for her – and take in a breath. Shakier than she wants it to be, but who wouldn't be shaking and disbelieving in a situation like this? ]
... So, I did this. I brought you here... because I wished for something badly enough to make it happen. [ She has to say it out loud, hear it in her own voice, to start believing it's going on. It's a dream that just happens to be real – she can understand that better than most. That's all an idol is, at the end of the day. ] And that makes me your... what was it you said? Master?
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unless-]That's right. You are my Master, and I am your Servant. [ a beat. ] Ah, to be clear, I'm only here to do what I can for your wish. I'm essentially useless as a bodyguard, when it comes down to it, and it's not like I have any particularly strong magecraft at my disposal. The only powers I've been given are what I need to make your wish come true. Still, you can order me to do whatever you'd like... if you don't mind me being no good at it.
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She gives him a troubled little smile, picture perfect uncertainty and concern. For him and not herself, of course. ]
I don't know if I love the idea of giving you orders - or getting called Master. If you're here to help me, wouldn't it be much better to have you as a friend?
[ It's an almost painfully innocent and naive thing to say - the sort of kindness only a silly, harmless, sheltered girl could offer at a time like this.
But that's how things go, isn't it? In fairy tales, it's always the girl who treats the beast kindly and tenderly that makes it out of the other end without incurring its wrath. ]
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oberon's smile widens, gentle and playful. ]
...friends, huh? I can't say it's what I was expecting... But I think that was exactly what I was hoping to hear.
[ he turns, plopping down on the bed next to her. just a quick rest - nothing odd about it. nothing predatory. nothing possessive. ]
Then let's start from the top, shall we? If you don't want me calling you Master in private, what should I call you?
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Her room feels strange and unfamiliar, all of a sudden. Something happened here that shouldn't have happened and there's no way things could go back to normal after that.
At last, Ai turns back to him. She's still smiling - in fact, she hasn't stopped once. ]
My name should be fine, shouldn't it? Ah, but... now I'm saying that, I never introduced myself, huh? [ A nervous, apologetic smile. ] I'm Hoshino Ai. Oh, but my surname isn't public yet so just calling me Ai should be fine.
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[ lies stack upon lies, until negations become affirmations and tautologies become twisted. ]
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Aah. She's really gotten herself into trouble, hasn't she? ]
Would that really be alright? [ She sounds uncertain. Or maybe relieved. Somehow, it's hard to tell. ] If I'm the only one you can talk to, wouldn't that be lonely?
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[ the last bits of trash get deposited into the bin; the termites finish their work and reconstruction. and just like that, the room is left mostly normal once more.
and oberon fades away in a sparkle of golden dust. ]
So just keep hoping for your wish. Okay, Ai? And I'll do my best to grant it for you.